You are so swallowed up in this 'thing' that you can't even see yourself any more. I make a comment about 'hitting a new low' because I can see how this back-and-forth 'thing' between you and Martha has, well, hit a new low. The profanity and the unending insistance on having the last word - what ARE you?
If I say I feel sorry for you, you'll probably say something like, "Go feel sorry for someone else like Jesus", or something. And if I say I don't feel sorry for you, you'll say something like, "The only thing I want from you is for you to go to hell, dumb @#%^$." (Sorry for putting words in your mouth but I only did that from seeing how you handle any comment/statement thrown your way. Sooooo, I guess that leaves you with the last word. I guess we'll only hear from you when we hear from Martha or Bob, I suppose. As I said, we've hit a new low. What's that got to do with being scared??? Geesh! Paranoia is a disease (just a statement - just a statement ...)